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I'm so sick of being nice and helping someone and then they take advantage of it and then end up abandoning me or not even thinking how what they're doing makes me feel. I do consider others feelings.... I at least don't bother them even if they are taking advantage of me because I want to make them happy.... I can't hide my feelings though, so I had to draw this. I know it's not very good, but it helped me get through this moment where I am in pain for doing something I thought would keep someone from possibly killing themselves. I won't say I made a mistake, because I didn't, but I would have wished that she would have thought a little more before walking out on me like that.... It's always been like that. Though most of my friends are considerate. I just don't want to be a bother, but I want to help them, but I hate that they don't consider my feelings as well, but I don't want to make things worse for them. It's so complicated and frustrating! I want to tell my feelings, but I know that I will make it worse for them. So I'll keep living like this, because my friends' happiness is important to me.
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| | Posted 8/23/2008 6:21 PM - 8 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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