I will become someone I always wanted to be. I will become someone to which I can like.

I hate myself and my streak of losing! I'm sick of always being behind someone! But, no matter how much I try.....I always get left behind, lost and alone.

I can't take it anymore, I won't be a loser anymore. I will become someone I can like. I will become someone I truly am. I am not who I am right now. I'm a small shadow of my greater self. I don't know how to unlock myself, but I will search for eternity to unlock that sacred me. The me that I know I am, but am not. The me that is the true me, but has never been seen before. I will become strong! I will become great! I just.....don't want to lose my true self...... I don't want to give up before I find myself. I want to search and find myself, then stay with myself as I can do things I couldn't do before.

I will become.....me.